So, I thought I was handling this all so well. I did not have baby brain every second of the day. I was able to ficus on other things. I fear it is the beginning of the end. I once again had a hard time falling asleep ( what is this all about anyway?). Not sure if that is a symptom or not. When I woke up this morning my breasts were not as sore as they were the day before. I had a moment of panic. "Oh no this did not work. I will never be pregnant, blah, blah, blah". Then I started the counting on my hands. I have been doing this almost 100 times a day.It has been 5 days since the transfer, 8 days past the retrieval. On and on I go. Today marks 10 days past the HCG trigger shot. HCG is supposed to leave your system 1 day for every 1000 units. My trigger was 10,000 units. So that means if I POAS today it should be negative. But I am not going to. I have seen far to many of those negative sticks in my lifetime. I have promised myself I will wait until the beta, which is still 10 whole days away.
I need to get back to that positive place. This worke. I know this worked. We will be having a New Years baby.
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