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Only two more days to go till we find out if all this craziness has paid off in the form of one firm implanted growing embryo. I think the chances are pretty slim. (Actually I know the chances are slim.I think we had about a 30% chance this would work. Those are not great odds). I am still experiencing a few symptoms. I get up usually twice a night to pee. I have the occasional cramp. I am tired a lot. But all those things may be the cause of the estrace and PIO shots. So, only two more big needles one tonight and one tomorrow night. I feel pretty calm about all of this right now. I hope this means I will deal with any negative news well. But I fear not. So, I will work from home on Wednesday. I do not want to get that call at work. I am also thinking of letting the call go to voicemail. That will allow D and I to get the news together. I do not want to be the one the tells D I am not pregnant. Have I mentioned how much all of this sucks.

On the apartment front things have continued to be interesting. We have negotiated three different sums for us to be reimbursed for our troubles. The owners/buyers are at our home today for the inspection. The owner indicated to D that this sale may not go thru in the end. If that is the case we will stay put. Who the hell wants to pack and move all their shit after just moving in thirty days ago. In preparation for the possible upcoming move we have begun to seek new accomodations. Let me tell you there is nothing in Boston for June 1st. So, we got crap. D is meeting with the realtor today to few two more pads. I wonder if we will ever be settled....
I wish I was pregnant and we could just move to Portland. But that would require a whole job search thing on top of the whole home search thing. Hey... A girl can dream.