Letting go

I slept in this morning and allowed myself to enjoy every minute it off it. I am off work this week. I do not have anything planned. At least not big, definite plans. I would like to make tme for a visit to the new ICA in Boston. I would like to finish knitting my first sweater. It is for a baby. A baby I thought I would have by now. But three years have gone by with numerous doctors visits and surgeries and still no baby. You never think having a baby would be hard or impossible (note to self.... do not knit anything for a baby until you have one. It is too heartbreaking). When the baby was not happening I put the sweater aside. I decided this week I need to finish it and start a new knitting project. I really enjoyed knitting so it is time to get back to it. The cold weather has arrived this week too, so no excuses. I am thinking a newsboy cap for myself.

This afternoon I will be attending a wake. My cousins Father in law was killed in a motorcycle accident over the weekend. 59 years young. Life is really very short. And I wish I could remember that always. Not just at a time like this...